I was hesitant to start a new sketchbook. Or rather I did not want the previous one to end. It was full of great moments. I started it in mid-October - it was a different era - the world was different - more hopeful, more reliable, with a different outlook - I miss that world. This sketchbook went with me on a couple of great trips - one on the other side of America, another on the other side of the world. It went with me on many drawing outings with friends and on some cool family hikes. It saw me through some hard days when only a tiny moment was spent drawing or only a tiny drawing could come out of me. So I was holding onto it quietly - I kept cutting sketches out of larger pages, taping and gluing them at the end - at the last few pages.
And then last week I went to draw with a friend and brought a single-sheet paper with me instead of a sketchbook, ready to add it (again) to my Sketchbook 158. As we drew, I talked about having a hard time finishing my old sketchbook and while I was listing all the reasons, I let go and decided to move on the very next day. Because there is no way to go back. And because drawing keeps me more hopeful and resilient. And because this different season means different tools and approaches are needed to shift my drawing practice forward. Plus I got super moved by looking at my friend's sketchbooks - they were living breathing stories with lots of color and texture and light and lines - and I knew that the world is better because of these drawings! And every time I look at great art I want to make some too and try a whole bunch of stuff that I kept "for the next sketchbook", "for when this is over", for "when I have a plan".
And so on the very next day, I made a little video weighing a new sketchbook and signing the number, and then I enjoyed drawing my traditional "what am I using now" tools on the opening page. After which I flipped the page and started on my experiment! It involved some monoprinting, a new type of ink and... it spilled all over and soaked my pretty first page - a disaster :) But such a pretty one :)
Thank you, Suhita, for sharing your amazing sketchbooks with me!
Here is my last sketch from sketchbook #158 during and a disaster reportage from the beginning of Sketchbook 159 :)
The spilled ink ion the page is a ripe and ready background for a lovely sketch with bold colours.
ReplyDeletethank you! I agree with you - it was a good background - but I think I might have spoiled it with more experiments. Glad I scanned it - I will use it as a texture :) And I will show you the resulting sketch in a week or so (when I stop being upset about that page ;)
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